And then again, I didn’t take a bath. I think I smell like crap from a hundred miles. Please. Stop spanking me with your underpants.
Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worse kind of suffering.
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6 AM RANT OF GIRLYNESS
don’t know why, but somehow, i’m caught between waves of restlessness and bliss. things are starting to work out in my life but somehow it feels as if there’s a whole lot of shitload things missing. yes my dad’s finally signing that huggggeee contract that would put us back to the map *knock on wood* and my baon’s back to normal, and yes im still commuting. my friends are still those same set of naughty, fun, caring and true. those cars that my maniacal racing brother tore apart are already being approved by the insurance company so it’ll be only just a matter of time before they come back to my safe driving hands again. :))
BUT. my love life is still on the brink of precipice.. since birth. :| :))
yes i keep telling everyone and anyone who asks that it’ll have to wait. but don’t you just miss having someone to take care of? someone you drive home after a stressful day; someone to talk to on the phone even though you know that you’ll probably get dengue because the only landline available is downstairs outside the house because that’s where your dad set up the company office; someone to help whenever their homeworks are soooooo easy but they just want to talk to you so they pretend it’s hard and you realize it’s already 5 in the morning and you haven’t done your own school stuff.
to put simply: someone you can call shotgun.
to put possessively: someone you can call your own.
to put romantically: someone to love.
i’ve missed a lot of chances with so many different people. i’ve been an ass, a jerk, and all those bad things that girls LIKE YOU, yes you, fall for. HAHA. KAPAL.
but still i end up with none.
and maybe i will end up with absolutely nothing if i don’t get my act straight.
to those girls who’ll take the time to read this:
DON’T BELIEVE ANY WORD I SAY ANYMORE AFTER READING THIS UNLESS I SAY IT FROM MY MOUTH. I AM THE BIGGEST LIAR ON EARTH. AND BELIEVING ME WILL BE YOUR BIGGEST MISTAKE EVER.
YEEESSSS. POGI. :)))))))))))))))))
NAAHH. Joke. :))
Girly rant over.
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